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Absence of a butterfly

by *takozilla, Mar 6, 2013, 7:08:06 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Every day at noon
Presently on the spot
Outside a window it would land
But today it did not.

The girl in the hospital bed
Had no smile on her face
All because the butterfly
Was not in its place.

When her mother visited
Her daughter was down.
Just for an insect
Not being in place.

Mom got home depressed
What was she to do
She had no idea it was a bug
That had made her girl so blue.

She drank her troubles away
In a bottle of jack
While her daughter waited
For her friend to come back.

She went that night
To get some more beer
Maybe it'd never come back
The patient began to fear.

Mom drove faster
And faster still
No butterfly yet
On the window sill.

Crashed into a tree
Died right on the spot
A butterfly visits the hopeless
But today it did not.

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Dear, fatherIf i cant stand you
Don't make me stand next to you
Don't try to raise me up
When you yourself cannot rise
I've learned how to stand on my own
Its your turn
I'm stugiling to get on my feet
But so are you
Don't point out my mistakes
Like you haven't got your own
I'm antisocial by choice
But i still have more friends than you
I have problems galore
But i betcha you have more
So i'll finish growing on my own
I'm waiting for you to startDear, father by *takozilla

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InnocenceI lost my innocence long ago
I was so ready to grow up
To be a big kid
To be mature

I hated every minute of it
It made my skin crawl
I cried
This pain, i had to endure

I walked around empty
A hollow shell
No one knew what i knew
That was for sure

I was filthy
I was dirty
If they knew, they wouldn't want me
But they thought i was pure

I cried for months
I hurt myself too
I'd get dizzy, i'd eat
but just throw up on the floor

My innocence gone
I tried to get it back
To take back what i did
Just to be mature Innocence by *takozilla

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Pink rosesShe gasped the two pink roses tightly, thorns and all that night. She had posted on her tumblr that she felt suicidal and wanted to die. A few hours later there was a knock on the door and bam, these two. It bothered her. She wanted to know weather this was coincidence or, who dropped them off. She had no friends. No family anywhere near here. She barley had any followers on tumblr.
The next morning it was just Another day of her job, which she hated. She only worked to keep a roof over her head and to eat. She was a nurse at an private school, grades 9-12. Her squeaky white tennis shoes made loud annoying noises as she left. Those roses iPink roses by *takozilla

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I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back. I asked "why?" The angel said, "Angels don't watch over angels." Twenty-one angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, ten are playing, one is reading this message. Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you. Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard.
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I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back. I asked "why?" The angel said, "Angels don't watch over angels." Twenty-one angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, ten are playing, one is reading this message. Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you. Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard.
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